Insecurities
I could write a long list of things that I'm insecure about, it's something that I've always struggled with. Since becoming a mother last year I was so surprised at how secure I felt within that role. The whole of my pregnancy I spent feeling completely out of control, like I was just willing my body to behave and keep my baby safe and I will be forever thankful that it did. I felt the biggest wave of relief at 12:58pm on the 27th May last year when Leo entered the world and I could finally look after him from the outside. More tired and in pain than I ever thought possible after a bad labor and yet so serene knowing that Leo was now mine and I could be everything that he needed me to. On demand feeding, no sleep routine, constantly joined at the hip to this tiny human that wasn't there before and I loved every second of it. This was baby Leo and I when he was about twenty minutes old. The day that I became a mama, the most incredible day of my life. One thing
